no cure fr it

i was hoping tday we met things will get ok back bt at the end it became worse than ever... u sick im sick. i hope u will be ok when im not around u. dnt be sad when im not here. im just chilling myself. so does u.


p/s: u went away from me without saying ily n didnt hug me. i was clueless and speechless. bt inside my heart i was saying it. ily.. :(

i dont give a damn

best tk lgu nie? aku suka dow. bia la org kata aku nk jiwang ke apa. suka ati aku la. aku pnuya blog. :P
enjoy..

-_-

mlm td tdo awl. dlm kul 12 cmtu. itu la mlm prtama aku tdo awl dow. klu tk tdo kul 2 3 pg. hee. then bgun pn awl. mula2 ingt nk g pyramid bt then tk jd plak. sbb dorg sume ad hal last mnute. then ingt nk ikot mama g umh pksu bt tk jd gk. esok. so mama kate nk g putrajaya umh aunty su bt havent cnfirm yet. aku nk g jln2 bt sume tkde. adya sume keje. arysha demam. hm. tkpe la duk umh je la kot. mkn, tdo, tgk tv, tdo lg dan bagai. im so quite today. nothing to say though with my family. my otak tk stabil lg. rse mcm nk bwt maths tp calculator tkde. hm..

fly awayyyyyyyyyy.

nxt week on thursday im not in malaysia. gonna fly to indonesia to attend relative's wedding. cant wait. will stay there fr a week... im not packing my bags yet. mybe after rye haji my fmily and i will pack our things to bring there. actlly i dnt wanna go bt the airplane keep calling me to be one of the passenger. HAAHA. so cerita psl flight, 1st time nek flight g indon gk. mk aku sume dh ketakutan bt me, haha nope. bole relaks je. duk sorg2 tepi tingkap tgk awan dan tgk rumah2 kt bwh. mama asyik tnye "awk ok?" then aku mesti jwb "yea. dnt worry. i will be fine here. alone."

then aku bkak ipod dgr lgu.lyn sorg2. sbb lgu kt dlm flight tu tk dgr. slow sgt. hee. rse skejap je smpai. yela 45++ minit cmtu. so thats y tk tkut sgt. bt yg pling aku tkut psl kpl terbang nie bile nk g toilet. sumpah tkut. sampai aku kne tahan nk pee. dh smpai destinasi bru lepaskan hajat. hee. k ar. merepek je aku nie. nk g tdo. ngntok. byee...

still considering about it.

feeling so empty. nothing to do. dont have too much words anymore. just remain silence. cuz it can make me feel a bit better.

rse mcm nk pegi teluk kemang. duduk tepi laut. tgk laut. bole rse tenang. tgk org bermain kegembiraan. cuci mata. haha. kacau abg yg brniaga kt tepi tu suh bg diskaun tuk beli aiskrim. haha. kacau pkck guard jge hotel dgn bwtkn dia tk tdo mlm sbb tggu kteorg blk. terjun kolam sesuka hati tnpa memakai bju berenang. hanya memakai jeans n sleaveless bersama2 handphone. aja abg2 ku berenang. bwt bbq sampai abg ats keluar tgk kteorg tuk mintk sate. rndu gile time tu. hm.

need some drugs.

its almost 2.05 a.m bt still i cant sleep. at 1st i felt hungry then found something to eat. maggi. after ate still cant sleep so i guess nk online. my fon's line crazy. skejap ad skejap tkde. haih.. bt nw i felt a bit sleepy n so cold. temperature is 22 bt still cold like 16.. pls give me drugs like coffee or smthing. a cup of hot chocolate with mashmallow will be nice. ermmm delicious! :D

run-ing out of time. HAHA

so yea. the end of the year is coming soon. a month ++ to go.. so still planning where me n my frens n my sis wanna go fr new year's eve.. maybe we gonna go to singapore or maybe bandung. still in plan. HAHA.. n yea dis year will be the last year im gonna go party all night. cuz nxt year have to stdy.. tuition will be starting soon. cant wait. yea, if got extra time n didnt know what wanna do, just grab-ed some books read em. oh i forgot the syllibus form4. erghh. so do some excercise such as eko sej.. maths ermm nxt week. klu rajin la.. so yea nxt year byk benda nk bwt.. tk sabar nk amek lesen n g skola nek kete.. nk tumpang blk? bole.. minyk rm5 per head ok. hahaha. oh cant wait fr the next week, nk g indonesia lg. a week. im so gonna miss my bf n my frens. hee.